Baby Fever

This post here is the funniest thing I have ever read. Sorry, Ms. Mindless, but you had me going for a bit there. In addition to this making me laugh, it also reminded me of how much of a failure I am at loosing 20lbs (as recommended by Dr.) so that I am more eligible to have a baby. Sometimes I think it's totally necessary and other times I think of those shows I see on Discovery Health where those obese women give birth. Surely, I'll be able to reproduce. Right?

I mean really, how hard is it to get pregnant anyway!? Apparently extremely difficult! I think since my ovarian surgery I've become even more obsessed with becoming pregnant and it's driving me crazy. While in recovery, my friend A said that every time she visited me I had a baby show on. I denied it then, but the truth be told, I did. I want a baby, but I don't want to turn into a crazy obsessed-about-making-a-baby lady. You know, what I am now.

Can I get anymore pitiful? I mean, really. Seriously.