bad mood

today i was expecting a call from a company/organization i interviewed with last week Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. all three interviews/meetings went extremely well which gave me great hope that I would be getting the position. especially since the cfo whom I met with on Friday all but told me i got it. Well, they didn't call and I was, to say the least, upset. I even called this morning to follow-up/show initiative and they still didn't call back. i don't know, maybe since quitting my job and dedicating myself and time to ministry, God is saying i'm not welcome in the working world again. I just don't get it. as a result of being stood up, I was in a bad mood all afternoon. It wasn't until I decided to get up clean the bathroom and plan dinner that i started to feel better. tonight I made general t-s-o with a 'k'. we bought Worcestershire sauce but some how left it at the store so we ended up with sweet and orange chicken over rice. the Senator liked it so i'll keep it.

After dinner I settled down with a glass of wine, my new cook book, my macbook, and netflix. After I finish blogging, i'm going to do some research on how I can burn two hundred calories with out getting on that treadmill across the hall. I lost 2.5 lbs by the way. I'm so excited. i noticed my side rolls were gone the other week. this C25K is a great addition. i think I'll cycle.... or not.