ugh!

have you ever felt a certain emotion and not necessarily been able to identify with it? That's my current state right now. i got to my office and lady two offices down came up to me to speak to me about God and church on Sunday. i know i've never mentioned lady two offices down, but she made quiet an impression on me this morning.... she wanted to know if i had seen "book of eli", which i will go and see for the second time today with my gf, L.
anyway, lady two offices down was telling me how her son loved the movie and she was impressed at the impression it had on him. i confirmed and moved on....
today my "to-do" list consisted of three proposals to write, a time line, and developing newsletter content for a new client of mine. i got one done... needless to say i'll be working late tonight, because i refuse to come in here tomorrow with today's "to-do" and tomorrow's "to do".

p.s. re: the biological source of my human existence... I've decided to stop talking to her.... she can't handle it.

the senator and i are in a fragile state right now, today marks a week, and frankly its exhausting. O is leaving for Germany today so maybe the space will do us some good.... i'm just in a funk is all need to get my little self together... i mean, it could be a lot worse, right?