Ya-Ya

Okay, so tonight I'm in one of three states of mind
a-obsessed with this new application I found on FB
b-obsessed with blogging about randomness while in bed
c-obsessed with my Senator
Wait, ... I'm all three Hehehehe

I think I feel guilty about the past few days... I was in such a bad state of mind. Every now and then I pull myself into this deep dark whole of depression and self-destruction. I don't want to do anything, feel anything, move anywhere, NOTHING! I guess it's gotten better, I mean, I used to feel like that all the time, at least now it's only every now and then. Anyway, I didn't do what i was supposed to do for a client of mine. (Since I know for sure my buddy V, reads I'm taking this moment to let her know that yes I'm speaking of exercise physiologist). I had a breakdown.... went into one of my modes and it took me a few days to get out. I shut down completely and well, faded for the most part. IDK what causes it, but it's bad when it happens. Anyhoo, tonight's better but.. no "but(s)" I'm good.

BTW I'm so in-love with tonight... lazy Friday's that lead to lazy Saturday's are my fav.

What are your plans for tomorrow? the Senator and I are going to a marriage seminar and our homework was to read Gen.1-3, list five ways we love on our spouse(s) and bring our "song" for our spouse... I'll share with you my song... it's from the "Who is Jill Scott?" album He Loves Me, listen HERE... or maybe not... I can't figure out how to do it.... I'm too much taking that to a church event aren't I?! Listen, don't let those church folk fool you, those married couples are not making love to "Great Is thy Faithfulness"... well, it least this church-girl isn't.

When I went down stairs just now, the Senator was baking chocolate cookies. Did you know that these were my absolute favorite cookies? I mean who doesn't love choco-chip cookies?! Anyway, he was so cute, forming the cookies with his big manly hands, LOL! It took all I had to not tell him they were way too big and that there was a bigger pan in the cabinet. Needless to say, we baked the cookies for approximately 15 minutes versus the usual 81/2-10 minutes that suggested on the package. I smell them all the way upstairs in the bedroom and I will be eating them. I'm so proud of how I recovered from my oven catastrophe.... That thing is like brand spanking new...